Self control

From questioning his self control.. And now here I am tested with my own self control.

I will not send a message... A text...nor call..for at least a week. I have to stop the urge of greeting him good morning. I have to avoid constantly checking my phone. I will send no reply. No nothing... Our relationship is afloat. The conversation, not finished. Questions, they kept ringing. I'll close my eyes now and sleep this over.

Oh what am I to do without this blog to keep me level-headed. I have a lot to say... I'll just say it when it's time.