Not for You

Palanggaanay kmu? kmu da ah. linte. In the first place there was nothing between us but just a simple fling..you simply taught me how to love too much, to care for too long.. to feel deep infatuation and have false hopes of lasting long forever and ending up together with the love of my life. --- which happened to be untrue and I have to get to the real way of how things should be. What we had was only borrowed. It somehow has to end, at some point, it just had to. You have to go back to where you belonged and I had to move on and find my own "Greatest Love Story Ever Written" by my creator.

That's the only thing that's missing. Something's missing in me.. It will come. SOON. 

Looking through your eyes of black and white

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oh the mess i made..i miss you.

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Ode to my love

All i am to him is sex...

we don't enjoy each other's company anymore.

NO. We simply never did.

This gets me into thinking that he never loved me.. it was all LUST confused as LOVE..

We've been into each other literally, but neither of us really opened up..

I guess it was all an implied lack of trust..

We are comfortable physically as the warm blood of youth rushes in,but knowing him was a complete puzzle as it has always been..

The unknown is still one thing that scares me the most.

I just wish I could get into his subconcious mind. The mind unaffected by all the denials and all the lies. The purest of the thoughts. The better part of him, I'll have to dig it in.

Shameful as it may seem.. I still do LOVE him.

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