Forgiveness

It's always easy to set expectations. It's always easy to say you can't forgive - no questions asked - if something unacceptable has been done by someone you care for.

But what if the thing you feared most would happen out of the blue?

No warnings. No nothing.

I felt this too.

It's not real. It would not sink in. It would take a lot of convincing before I can believe this is real.

I feel a tinge of pain but for the most part, I simply don't care.. It was slightly expected, but I'm still in a state of shock.
As soon as he told me he cheated, I felt pity on this little boy who had little self-control.

I can't even think of ditching him at the time. All I want is to provide comfort and understanding. I was like a mother who was disappointed for her son yet I still can't help it but forgive and continue to love.

I used to tell him, if he cheats once, it'll be over.

But no, cheating is just a tiny part of our reality and forgiveness and love still prevails.

I always thought we only argue over petty stuff, but when something greater comes along..

I'll always end up forgiving the man I love.

Love is a tragedy.